Since then, he has been weened down slowly every 12 hours and if all continues to go well, he will be off the oxygen permanently tomorrow at this time. Go Mickey! You can do it! They also started feeding him again with super thick formula and he is doing well. They took his feeding tube out today! So, his goals are to get off the oxygen tomorrow, keep the feeding tube out by eating his full amount of food every 3 hours on his own (this is going to be tough as it takes a lot of energy) and no heart rate drops in 5 days and our little boy can come home. It sounds easy right? Its not. He is so close, but.... it wont be easy for him. I promise him every day that one day soon everything wont be so hard.
This is my baby boy without oxygen!
Jolynne has blown everyone away. She is tolerating her full feeding, but they wont take her IV out until she gains 25 grams or more for three days in a row. You might think this would be easy. But its not. She gained the last two nights but lost tonight, so we start over again. She is so so close, but....
Two months ago we all would have said Jolynne will be home last, then the past couple weeks all I have heard is that she will be home in no time at all and that Mickey has a ways to go. After today, I wonder will Mickey make it home before his sister? Its a race to the finish line. They are both so close, but still have these little hills they must climb first. For me it is the same roller coaster as always. Lately I have been so optimistic because they both are doing so well. I am so proud of my baby's. They have come so far from October 26th. They are right there! On the other hand, its tough being so close and having to wait one more week, one more day, one more second.. Its like anything else related to time I guess, the closer you get to it, the further away it seems to be. I just want them home. It seems silly to me at times that Jo stay in the hospital just because she needs to gain more weight. She can breath, she can eat, why does she need to stay? Well, they have good reason I guess, I try to remember that they are doing what is best for her.
Jo in a "milk coma"
I went back to work yesterday, part time at least until they are all home. Its actually good for me I think to not be at the hospital all day, every day. Funny how we all need a break from work once in awhile, but then sometimes going to work can provide us with a break. I am sure not everyone will understand that, but some will. It will be slightly more challenging when they are all home to juggle everything. You may wonder how I am going work and take care of three babies, and the answer is I have no idea.
This makes it all worth it!
That is beautiful and you are amazing! You are doing so wonderful and those babies have a great mom (and dad of course). You will look back at these days soon as it will seem so distant.
ReplyDeleteThere is so much love for those little 3 and I really love reading your blog. It amazes me how you have time and energy to do it but it is something you can always look back to and re-read your thoughts and what happened. That will be great to share with Georgia, Jolynne, and Mickey one day!
Thanks for letting us all in your life in this way. :)
Michele <3